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What I was like I thought that my intervention could save any situation. I collected histories of the world so I could learn from the past and be…

On April 3rd, I found myself sent home to start the working from home protocol that my company decided to self-implement. Not long after that came the government…

I remember when I got into the rooms, just over five years ago. Defeated, is the only word I can think of. Misled by my own belief system,…

The current situation and the global life changing circumstances, present a lot of challenges to everyone – but also some opportunities. I can relate to this myself, as…

Sometimes I fantasise How would I do it? What excuse might I give In this strangest of times? I just need some air I have to just go…

I took pride in never needing to ask for help, alcohol was all the help I needed. Whenever I had to deal with rejection, loneliness or shame I…

What would you say, if I asked for a drink Would you stand up and walk out on me? Lend me your ears and I’ll share you some…

One of my favorite phrases from the program is, “Without help it is too much for us.”, found in Chapter 5; How It Works. I need to be…

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When I returned to AA with desperation by staying close to my sponsor and fellowship, I was grappling with a crazy number of searching questions of my being…

AGAINST THE FIRST DRINK: 1. GO TO THE MEETING 2. DON’T’ KEEP SECRETS (TALK TO SPONSOR OR ANY AA MEMBER 3. WATCH FOR A RESENTMENT (WRITE IT DOWN,…

I am no longer alone, lost, afraid or run by my self destructive will when I’m connected to you. Fear can be diminished by my faith as I…

I was 8 years old the first time I had a taste of stout Pap was often away in the army, and he would say to Mom ”Better…

He lay down with both the knees close to his face. It appears he doesn’t want to see anyone but in reality he doesnl’t want anyone to see…

Brighter Than Any Light and Safer Than It was early days, about three months in, and I had to travel for work. My record for staying sober when…

AGAINST THE FIRST DRINK: Before I came to AA, I had no defence against the first drink. Mine was the classic ”rubber arm”, although to be honest, the…

Before AA I had no defence against the first drink, I sought to drink as a priority. It was the thought underpinning al other thoughts and actions. I…

I’ve found this one of the hardest areas to understand. One of my earlier learnings in AA was the idea of ‘the next right thing’, trying to feel…

I always tell myself that it doesn’t matter how far I am from my last drink – it’s how close am I to my next one? (And to…

AGAINST THE FIRST DRINK: I remember being told in my first A.A. meeting that ”the bomb is in the first drink.” It had to be explained to me…

The places where Jean hid the secrets that everyone knew… Hidden from sight but ready to hand. On the bookshelf behind holiday albums that no one picked up.…

I was walking the streets of a numb town Spring never followed winter’s gown and nothing was real, not the days, not the years only memories of you,…